Okay to Be This Way
Yesterday, we enjoyed an inspirational afternoon at the Holy Land Experience. We would have stayed for the live dramas but got rained out. But since we bought annual passes for a mere $70 each, we'll go back another day. It is quite a place and we look forward to visiting many times in the next 12 months.
My brother was supposed to come over early this morning on his way to do something for his job, but that didn't work out for him. After he called to cancel, we went to town to pick up my meds and look for a U.S. flag for our house. We got the meds but will have to continue our flag search some other day.
Our son David called this afternoon and we visited almost an hour. He is happy in his new job and I am thrilled for him. He has satellite radio and likes it a bunch. I have trouble with the idea of charging for TV programming and cannot imagine I would ever pay for radio... but who knows? I pay outlandish money for TV that I almost never watch!!! How dumb is that? I should be on a Vonage ad. (I love the Vonage ads, LOL).
When I was in California, I asked my doctors for a blunt prognosis and was told by both of them that my constant fatigue (after any conversation or activity), night time insomnia, and recurring intense headaches will probably be with me life long and that, except for small improvements and setbacks, I had reached my level of recovery. In other words, this is it, kid.
You know, I'm going to be okay with that... I think. It will take the Lord's help. It has meant a lot that I have people who love me and support me even on my worst days... This morning was a bad brain time. Richard was sweet and got me going in the right direction. The other day, Athena send a *hug* and welcomed me back to Orlando.... Today, my husband, my brother and my son said. "I love you." Yep, it's going to be okay to be this way.
My brother was supposed to come over early this morning on his way to do something for his job, but that didn't work out for him. After he called to cancel, we went to town to pick up my meds and look for a U.S. flag for our house. We got the meds but will have to continue our flag search some other day.
Our son David called this afternoon and we visited almost an hour. He is happy in his new job and I am thrilled for him. He has satellite radio and likes it a bunch. I have trouble with the idea of charging for TV programming and cannot imagine I would ever pay for radio... but who knows? I pay outlandish money for TV that I almost never watch!!! How dumb is that? I should be on a Vonage ad. (I love the Vonage ads, LOL).
When I was in California, I asked my doctors for a blunt prognosis and was told by both of them that my constant fatigue (after any conversation or activity), night time insomnia, and recurring intense headaches will probably be with me life long and that, except for small improvements and setbacks, I had reached my level of recovery. In other words, this is it, kid.
You know, I'm going to be okay with that... I think. It will take the Lord's help. It has meant a lot that I have people who love me and support me even on my worst days... This morning was a bad brain time. Richard was sweet and got me going in the right direction. The other day, Athena send a *hug* and welcomed me back to Orlando.... Today, my husband, my brother and my son said. "I love you." Yep, it's going to be okay to be this way.
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